That the humankind has gone insane.

I am disturbed on many levels. Starting from where I am losing control of my destiny to various other problems in my life that I am struggling to overcome. I am losing all that momentum I tried to gather from the JCTs. But there is some belief in me that if I can make it through the next six years intact without messing up my plans, I might have a chance yet. But still, the interplay of all these factors is almost making my day-to-day life experience traumatic.

Any dolt with half a brain
Can see that humankind has gone insane
To the point where I don't know If I'll upset the status quo
If I throw poison in the water main.

Listen close to everybody's heart
And hear that breaking sound.
Hopes and dreams are shattering apart
And crashing to the ground.

I cannot believe my eyes,
How the world's filled with filth and lies,
But it's plain to see evil inside of me
Is on the rise.

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The End of Fear Is Where We Begin.