Dirty Little Secret...

I feel like my future might be built on a lie. The average 'do the ends justify the means' struggle in raging on within me and I'm confused. I feel like what I'm doing is principally against what I believe in but if I don't then my chances of realising that utopian end are greatly reduced.

The following quote gives me the inspiration.

There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to know that it really is a mistake is to make that mistake and go, "Yup, that was a mistake". So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you'll go about your whole life not knowing whether it was a mistake or not.

- HIMYM S1E21

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The End of Fear Is Where We Begin.